THIS PAGE WAS LAST UPDATED - 14:46 16TH OCT 2026 to help my time blindness
WECOME TO “MY HOLE” WEBSITE. WHERE I SHOW YOU ALL THINGS “THEHOLEOFMARK”. OF COURSE, YOU MUST HAVE A LOOK AROUND. BE MY HOLE GUEST. THIS PAGE IS CALLED “MY HOLE” AND IS ALL ABOUT NOW. BECAUSE ALL THEY IS, IS NOW. HERE I CONCENTRATE ON FINISHING ONE SONG AT TIME. THIS HELPS ME NOT FORGET. YOU CAN FIND MORE ON THE OTHER PAGES BELOW BUT FOR NOW… LET’S GET WRITING MY NEXT ALBUM “I.O.U. A SCATTERED MIND”
This is just one of many examples where I start something but never see it through. To help manage my ADHD, I've dedicated this page to finishing what I begin. During lockdown, I wrote and recorded a song, gathered a band, and we rehearsed it together. We played it live multiple times, but eventually, I stopped performing it with the band and even on my own. Now, I can barely remember how it goes.
It's time to revive it because I want this song on my next album, "I.O.U. (A Scattered Mind)." I know it has potential. I just need to track down the lyrics and hopefully find a demo of the band playing it somewhere. Let’s bring it back!
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It took me 16 days to remember to find this, but here it is, a recording of me and the guys (Tim and Conor, drums and bass). This was our first rehearsal of the track which helps remember the end chords. See what you think.
I also found this recording when we were rehearsing with Rew on guitar, this one is VERY rough and almost embarrassing to show you, but it does have a clue on the second verse lyrics, which is amazing. Let's have a listen.
and I found in my notes, it took awhile, but this is where the lyrics were left. Still rough.
Be here now
Living in this life ant easy
Cause it takes time
Thinking you and I can solve it all
Is a bad sign
Everybody wants to be some one
So does god and he don’t lie
If you wanna here the truth from me
I believe we all die
Be here now
If wanna hear my voice
Be here now
If wanna look into my eyes
Be here now
If wanna get to get to know me
Be here now
You will have to realise
Be here now
You can have all my love
Be here now
If you want to have all my love
Be here now
You just have to come and take my love
Be here now be here now
You don’t want to see the future
It’s in the past now
Your as present as a cup of hydrogen
In a big cloud
Look at me I might as well explode
So you see me though your eyes
If wanna hear the truth from me
You were born to be alive
Be here now
If you wanna change the world
Be here now
If you wanna get to know someone
Be here now
If you wanna help someone else
Be here now
You should come and join the fun
Be here now
You can have all my love
Be here now
If you want to have all my love
Be here now
You just have to come and take my love
Be here now be here now
Use the space see how deep it can go
In this one life let it over flow in your mind
It’s all in your mind
I’m amazed how I got all wrong
At the same time it’s been here all along
Be here now
Be here now
Be here now
Be here now
Needs work but I’m happy to have found. Next I have to learn how to play it again. Back in a bit.